Today I tried #53 of 101 ways to get kicked out of walmart: hide in the circle clothing rack with a nerf gun and wait for someone to open it so you can shoot them. 20 minutes in a really cute guy opens the rack to put some clothes on it and I pegged him 5 times in the face.(before I realized how cute he was). Did he ask me for my number? No. Did I find my soulmate? No. Did I get kicked out of walmart? Yup. MLIA.
“I guess you’re right; I’m afraid. I’m afraid to put my guard down. I’m afraid that if you know who I am, you won’t feel the same. And I’m afraid that once my barrier is defeated and I’m comfortable, that you’ll walk away. Because that’s what everyone’s done anyway.”—Unknown
“All teenagers knew this was true. The process of growing up was nothing more than figuring out what doors hadn’t yet been slammed in your face. For years, parents tell you that you can be anything, have anything, do anything. That was why she’d been so eager to grow up-until she got to adolescence and hit a big fat wall ofreality. As it turned out, she couldn’t have anything she wanted. You didn’t get to be pretty or smart or popular just because you wanted it. You didn’t control your own destiny, you were too busy trying to fit in.”—Jodi Picoult
That sick feeling you get when you’ve found someone you think could change your life. That guy that you’ve been searching for. He seems perfect. He’s incredible. All you want to do is talk to him, try to become close. But your too scared you’ll mess up something that could be so amazing that you never take the step to become what you want more than anything. Never knowing what to do. All you can’t think is “don’t fuck this up” as he waits for you.
Why does half of my life seem like a dream. I sit and reminisce over old pictures, some from years past some from only months. And I don’t feel like their real. Like it was another life, so long ago. Either way, I miss these days that are fuzzy in my head.
If you're skinny, people will call you anorexic. If you're intelligent, people will call you a smartass. If you are pretty, people will call you fake. No matter what, people will always find something wrong with you. The trick? Just don't give a fuck.